rich white protestant republican america

 This election can't come soon enough.....I am utterly amazed at the division Trump has caused with our fellow Americans and our own families...

I broke with my Republican family.   I had enough of the religious dogma and racism that was rampant in my family...

Even my own daddy, whom I loved very very much, was a Texas racist, as was my step brothers and step mom.   For example:

My daddy was invited to a wedding of one of his nieces...she was marrying a black man.  My dad refused to go to the wedding, because a black man was entering the "family"....

My dad used the N word so much, that I flat out told him "you will not use that word in front of my children, if you do, you will never see them again"....as far as I know, he honored my request...

One of my step brothers was so racist against Mexicans, he regularly disparaged them and called them horrible names....

My own mother said flat out "If you are a democrat, you are not and cannot be a christian"....

This was the world of ignorant republicans I lived in.....the people in my family could show great love and affection for family members while at the same time, disparage, mock and criticize other family dynamics that were not "white protestant republican Americans"....

I flat could not live in this environment any longer...this christian white republican family, abused, brainwashed and gaslit me at every turn....nothing about them was "christian".....just like not a damn thing about trump is christian....

My extended family really believes that only white people are true Americans and patriots...and by the way, almost all of them are either in Texas or Oklahoma...the two red's states in the union...AND THEY ARE ALL RICH, MONEY HUNGRY AND PROUD TO BOAST OF THEIR MONEY.

So all of that to say, I have effectively been disinherited from the family...I am the black sheep, only because I finally stood up for the fucking TRUTH and no longer would entertain their dogma.

Here is their view of me leaving the family, my husband and the state of Oklahoma.

"oh, she has brain tumors and that is affecting her ability to be a responsible person", "she has mental issues", "she is a satanic witch", "she is confused, she is angry, she is wrong" "she is a hypocrite by leaving the baptist church"  "she is possessed by the devil", blah blah blah

And the worst lie "she doesn't care about her family, she is selfish and only cares about herself"....

So, because of the bigoted racism fucking shit that is my "family", I can never go home....I FUCKING HATE TRUMP, I HATE MAGA, I HATE THE SOUTHERN BAPTIST RELIGION..AND I HATE THE FACT THAT MY FAMILY ARE SO BRAINWASHED AND MANIPULATED TO BELIEVE A TRUMP PRESIDENCY IS WHAT AMERICA NEEDS...

Remember, Trump panders to the rich white protestant republicans...and that, sadly to say, is my family...

I can never go home.....

S