gone with the wind...

 I am so tired of the entitled generation...I am so tired of the selfishness and self-centeredness of todays generation....I am so tired of seeing Trumps fucking name all over the place...I am tired of my family...I am tired of America.

I know that I am falling back into my depression, and I just don't fucking give a shit anymore.  I am tired of being dismissed and ignored...I am tired of my "expectations" being smashed under my feet.

I am tired of defending my choices...Seems I am always on the defense.  I am tired of fucking being blamed for everything when I have done nothing wrong...

I am so tired, I just don't care anymore....

I am embracing my depression...it is a warm blanket covering me...

My depression has been building over the past couple of weeks,  so much is going on that is wrecking my mind...my fucking bitch neighbor,  my family,  I no longer feel safe here, or anywhere....I have no security,  my opinions, feelings or thoughts are nothing but trash...

I am trash.

There is no safety anymore...its gone...gone with the wind....

S