My dad is out of the mental hospital. Last I heard he was at my X's house and my sister was with him. He is on Zoloft now...I hope this helps him....I have heard nothing about how he is doing in a couple of days...I will only know anything if I contact John, otherwise, I will be left in the dark....
I am having trust issues....I caught someone I love deeply, lying to me....also, I have stated over and over about how I feel about certain things, even had very intense discussions about it, and I found out yesterday, that "my concerns" do not matter....they did it anyway without a second thought.
I feel betrayed and cast aside....my opinions, my requests and my passionate pleas to not do something, have fallen flat...I feel I am being lied to again....
Again, this is the "not hearing or listening to me" issue.....It does not matter how I feel about something, if that person thinks "they can do it anyway, and do not see or understand how I feel, they think I am being stupid or paranoid", then they do it anyway.....THAT IS NOT LOVE.
I don't know what to do about this situation....I am at a loss....my trust in this person is falling fast....it makes me sick inside that they did something that I am 10000% against and have stated my "fears" over and over and over again to them, and they just disregarded my fears and through them in the trash....
WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??????
TRUST IS EVERYTHING, AND WHEN THERE IS NO TRUST, THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP...PERIOD.
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