today

 I got very little sleep last night....but I feel rested enough, I guess.

Today,  I am gonna try to smile.

Today,  I am gonna try and laugh

Today,  I am gonna try and be a good human

Today,  I am not going to fight with myself

Today,  I am going to try and be positive

Today,  I am going to avoid the mirror...

               Kevin said we can go kayaking today (his day off)

Today,  I am going to try and enjoy the water

Today,  I am going to try and forget my disappointment

               Kevin said, we have things to talk about....

Today,  I am gonna see if this is true...

Today,  I am going to give everyone the benefit of the doubt

Today,  I am going to try and give myself a break

Today,  I am going to try and not think about my dad

               But its early,  so, today may or not be a good day...

Today,  I will not let being ignored bother me

Today,  I will have no expectations

Today,  I will not let "not listening to me" bother me

Today,  I will keep my mouth shut...

Today,  I am hoping for a quiet day in my head.....

S