eclipse emotions

 This freakin, full moon, and upcoming eclipse is affecting my spirit.  I feel so unsettled and weird.

I can feel a wave of grey depression sweep over and cover my brain, then it fades away....this has been happening over and over...

I feel so unsettled deep in my soul.   I feel like a robot going through the motions, playing a part in a theatre production....there, but not really there.

I don't think it is disassociation,  I think it is the pressure of the coming eclipse on our atmosphere...I feel that I am picking up on it...talk about being an empath.

I can feel the heaviness of the moon getting closer and closer to the sun...its a  pressure I just simply cannot put my finger on.  But I am not the only one feeling this....

I don't know,  all I do know is I don't feel like a real human, I feel more like a ghost...an apparition of some sort.  Just fucking weird.

S