another cysts...

 So, here we go again.

Last year I had a cyst in my breast that had to be drained.  It (the cyst) came back within 5 mos.  So, that cyst is back.  AND in the same breast, I now have a newer harder cyst and it is causing me pain...fuck...so now I have to go in for a complete diagnostic procedure, all in one day...You can definitely see the misshape of my breast, the new cyst is very obvious, I started noticing it around Christmas.

3D mammogram

untrasound

cyst fluid extraction and biopsy.....

Sigh, I should just have them cut off both my breast...they are so small anyway they aren't noticeable at all, in fact, I rarely if ever wear a bra.  I tried to wear one the other day and the pain of the bra on that stupid ass cysts was too much....

I am slowly becoming a non-woman...I have no cervix, tubes, uterus, ovaries, just take my breast and make me a mutant! haha I also have no gall bladder, appendix, half my stomach is gone...I swear when I die and the doctor does the autopsy, I will be hollow inside!  hahaha

I am not having an autopsy done....I am so tired and weary of my body falling apart...I hate being old.  I try so hard to take care of this body, and it is breaking down anyway...cannot take care of father time.

I also got contact lenses, and I love them, it is so nice to see without glasses!

I am waiting for the call from the Breast Clinic...I hope they get me in sooner than later...this wait game sucks donkey dicks.

S