Valentines day

 Today is Valentines Day.  And I woke up to a card, flowers and chocolates from Kevin, and a stuffie and card from my critters....AWE

I have said over and over, I do not like getting chocolates and flowers as a gift, as I feel it is a cliche of the day.   

But seeing those very cliches, made me smile, and "I loved it!"  He is also taking me to dinner at a very nice restaurant in downtown Roanoke called "Billys"...which I have eaten there once before and it was so good!   

I love that I finally feel loved.

And I know that those items were not last minute grabs to appease the girl,  they were given to me out of his love for me...I feel I do not deserve the type of love Kevin has for me, but I am grateful and humbled beyond belief.  

As a trauma victim, it is so hard to let people love us, to love someone unconditionally and to accept gifts...there is no ulterior motive, I know that, and now my heart is finally getting the memo.

I deserve to be loved for who I am, and that is exactly what Kevin does.  He loves me, all of me...wow.  

Happy happy Valentines Day!

S