Saturday, February 17, 2024

continuing dreams

 The past two or three nights I have been having dreams...I have had very restless sleep...I will wake up in the night after a dream and think "WTF", then I go back to sleep, only to resume the dream...it goes on and on all night.  But once I get up in the morning, I cannot remember the dream.

I hate that.   If I grab a notepad and write down the dream in the middle of the night, It will completely wake me up and I am unable to go back to sleep...this is why I don't jot down dreams in the night....

I think it has something to do with Ally, the dreams.  But I don't feel any dread about the dream or if it is an impending memory...I have had such fucked up memories, that nothing could surprise me now...I just wish, that if this is some sort of memory, I wish it would just fucking come to the surface..I hate the wait game.

On another note, I am now a official weekly dog walker for St Francis Service Dog organization.  I was a substitute walker, now I walk every thursday starting at 9 am.  I get to walk future service dogs.  I love it.

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