Pronounced CRAZY

 So last night, Kevin called John.  He asked John point blank "who did you tell, and what did you tell them..."  after John said all his standard stock answers, Kevin asked him again.

John told my dad, his friends, and two of my kids.  He told them quote" Your mother THINKS she has DID with multiple personalities."  this is how much John has researched and tried to understand DID.  DID is multiple personalities, its not DID with multiple, it is....he is so fucking ignorant, and his ignorance has spilled over to family, and now they are ignorant, don't want to know the facts, don't want to talk with me, because JOHN fed them a false narrative....again, TYPICAL FUCKING CHRISTIAN DOGMA

I have been diagnosed with this disorder.  I am under a doctors care, for this disorder and regular health issues...I have been doing therapy for 5 years.

JOHN KNOWS THIS, I HAVE KEPT HIM IN THE LOOP...NOT SPECIFICS BUT THE GIST OF THE DIAGNOSIS.

But, to his small little god brain, he told everyone that "I think" I have it.  THINK?????????????

Now my kids will just blow that off as mom is just being her "quirky" self.

Then John went on to accuse Kevin of "coming into his home and stealing his wife away"  he has told the kids the same thing, so they all hate Kevin.  Never have meant him but hate him.

Kevin had to remind John that I left him years and years ago...I moved out of our bedroom more than 20 years ago, I have been asking John for a divorce the past 15 years...I have repeatedly told John , I do not love you.

Kevin was no where to be seen...I did not even know who Kevin was at that time.

And besides all of that, wouldn't you think that if John made me happy,  took care of my needs and gave me fucking attention, warmth, love and understanding, I would have NEVER left.

A man cannot steal another mans wife if she doesn't want to be stolen....

OBVIOUSLY, John cant man up to his failures with me.  He refuses to believe he is to blame....He refuses to believe that he is not GOD.

So John told the family, I guess that is his way of punishing me...typical christian tactic.  He has to be the hero, the man on the throne...and he told them in a way that left them thinking "geez, there is my crazy mom, thinking she has DID"  

NO wonder my daughter has ghosted me....

So John has fucking ruined me.  He stole my voice, my story and made it his, with his little spin....

He is the judge, the jury, and I cannot appear in his court...so he slammed his gavel and pronounced me "crazy".

I cannot scream or even describe how much I fucking hate this man...I wish he would die.

S, sophee