"Good for you"

When I won "Best Cherokee" at the invasion last weekend I was so excited and proud of all the work that we have done with my jeep.  I wanted to share my happiness and joy over something fun in my life.

I texted my kids, only Cory was happy for me and asked about the show, he showed interest in my win.

The other two where like "cool" and thats it.

I sent my dad a text with a picture of my trophy and told him how excited I was...his response was "good job".

Then I followed that with "I have never won a trophy for first place my entire life, and I was so proud.and felt like a school girl..his response "good for you".

THATS IT!!!!!!!!!  I thought parents were suppose to be happy for their childrens accomplishments, to engage in their joy, to lift them up and praise them, to talk with them about their happy event...to support them.

I DID NOT GET THAT FROM MY DAD.

Story of my life, my parents don't give a shit about me...fuck them...

FUCK MY DAD...I AM DONE REACHING OUT TO HIM OR ANYBODY ELSE...I WILL NEVER BE LOVED BY MY PARENTS, I AM UNLOVEABLE.

MY "CARE' IS GONE.   MY DAD CAN ROT IN HELL WITH MY MOTHER.

THEY ARE NOW DEAD TO ME.

i AM OFFICIALLY AN ORPHAN.   FUCK ALL OF THEM,  AND FUCK ME FOR TRYING TO BE A GOOD DAUGHTER...WHAT A FUCKING WASTE OF MY LIFE, ALL THOSE YEARS, WASTED, SPENT ON TRYING TO GET MY PARENTS AND FAMILY TO LOVE ME, WHAT A FUCKING JOKE MY LIFE HAS BEEN.

I CAN FEEL SOPHEE,  SHE WANTS TO RAGE.....

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