Friday, October 13, 2023

fuck John

 So, my husband, whom I a legally separated from, has decided that his "choices" and "decisions" are the correct ones, no matter what.

About 6 mos ago, I told him I had DID and I was in therapy.  I asked him to please "not tell anyone about the DID" that I was not ready for them to know, as I am still trying to learn about and come to terms with my DID.  He said he "would not tell anyone."  I have this on a text message.

Come to find out, he not only told my dad, but he told 2-3 of his closest friends that I had DID, then I asked him if he told the kids and his response was "I don't remember".....and then he said "I told your dad, but not in a disparaging way."

John took my condition, and my voice away....he robbed me of being the one to tell my family.

He is supposedly a strict christian upstanding man that never lies.....WHAT A FUCKING LYING HYPOCRITE.

Our whole conversation was of him betraying me...but he made it all about him...I am your husband, I care about you, and we need to all pray...fuck you mother fucker.  He refuses to believe that he did anything wrong....

And that is the fucking PROBLEM with christians...they do not believe they are ever wrong....they are such goddamn hypocrits I cannot stand them....omg

I do not even know how to now proceed...he has shoved me back into the closet...now those he told will research Hollywood and fictional books, they will have a preconceived ideal about DID....John has taken my voice and the ability to explain the "facts" surrounding this disorder.

John does not care at all about me.....I am considering "suing" him for slander and emotional/psychological abuse.

I have tried to be civil with him, but that is now over.

He has clamped his hand over my mouth, just like my fucking abuser did.

John is an animal, with no compassion or respect for anyone other than himself and his fucking religious ideology.  

I NOW HATE HIM.....I HOPE HE IS HAPPY...FUCK HIM

FUCK JOHN KRUPOVAGE

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