Journey

 I know that my last posts have been so "debbie downer"...I am sorry about that...This is my SCREAM space!

Yesterday, Kevin, me and Boomer took a long drive through the mountains and went hiking....being in nature is so therapeutic for me...I needed it, to get away, so bad.

Today, we are going Kayaking...being and floating on the water is also so fucking relaxing..

Tomorrow is my Brain MRI, I am trying real hard to not dwell on it, nothing I can do about the cancer, so I need to not think about it.  Being on the water will wash those "overthinking" thoughts away.

My dad called me, he is putting my mother in a nursing home for dementia patients...he caught her trying to go out the front door, naked.  He can't sleep, because of what my mother might do.  I am so worried about him.  I dont give a flying fuck about my mom, but my dad, I worry about.  He needs rest.

But I cannot dwell on my dad...this is his journey, not mine.  I can only give him love, and wish him well.  We all have our journeys to take.

S