Saturday, January 14, 2023

red brick dream...

 So last night I had a very specific dream, and it was in color.

Kevin and I were driving in a rural area with houses, but each house had acreages around it...

I saw the house.  It was pretty much square in build, it was a one story red brick, but it also had three very specific brick columns, all in a row. ( ground to roof) fashioned just outside a big picture window.

In my dream, I could see myself looking out of the dining room window and seeing those three columns outside the window.   

As we were driving around the house, a carport was on the latter side, and a red mustang was parked in the carport.

In my dream, I said, they are home...then I woke up.

I felt all tingly and nervous and somewhat scared when I awoke.  There is something there, because every time I dream in color and it is so specific, that usually means a "memory".  I believe one of the alters is giving me a memory....they tend to release memories very slowly through dreams.  

So anyway...I am trying not to fixate on that dream...I will get on with my day....because I know, that if an alter is trying to give me a memory, it will take time so I cannot fight it.  It will come when it comes. then my advocate, the alter the dream is associated with, and myself, Sparrow the host, can process and work through the dream/the memory.

S, Tessa

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