The holidays

 Every holiday season (christmas for the christians), my advocate asks each of my alters what they would like for a holiday gift.

7 wanted a trail camera, which they got.

Ally, toys and doll clothes

Sammy, a disco ball that screws into a lamp and is sound activated.

Sophee, throwing knives and  "brass" knuckles.

Tessa, a plush blue bath robe (her favorite color is blue).

Lilly, and Kaos are the only alters who did not receive anything, as they do not front that much to speak with ...

My advocate got me, Sparrow, a new red pots and pans set (also for Tessa), jeep stuff, a deck of "sexual position" cards...(gag gift).  The trail camera may be for 7, but I am also excited about it as I love critters too.  

The gifts for the alters, can also be enjoyed by the rest of us...

I use to get "jealous" of him getting the alters gifts...they are me, but he buys for them separate of me...its a weird feeling...

I am so thankful for him.  I bought him stuff for his truck.  New vinyl DC floor mats, a DC steering wheel grip, black seat covers, and a black fitted thingy for the sun visor to put his important papers in...Along with a gag gift and a DC pajama bottom for him to wear.  He is easy to shop for, if its Dallas Cowboys, he is happy!

But the biggy gift, is from myself to myself.  I am having a custom grill guard built to put on the front of my jeep.  I am so excited about this as I am so scared of hitting a deer and crunching up the front end of my jeep....Its pricey, but well worth the investment as the deer are crazy and abundant here!

Of course, two of my kids sent me a short "Merry Christmas" text..that's it, no phone calls, no cards, nothing...even though I send them money for their kids, my grandkids, they still can't even find it in themselves to call and speak to me....or even thank me for the money.

My dad, was the only one, and is the only one, that tries and stay in touch with me...the rest of the family could care a less I am gone.  I might as well be dead to them.....oh well, its their fucking loss.

I am so glad christmas is over...now maybe I can breathe again...

S, T, 7