landlord

 So I am so stupid.  Grrrrrrrr....I simply cannot understand computer stuff.  I cannot even understand simple applications to follow on facebook, twitter or any fucking social media account.   I do the stupidest things.....

I can't believe how far I have fallen, intellectually.  In college I had an IQ test and scored 128.  100 being average, 130 being genius.  So I know that at one time I was a very smart woman.

I bet today if I took that same IQ test I would score less than 100,,,I would probably even score less than Forrest Gumps 90.

These goddamn brain tumors in my frontal lobes are stealing my intelligence and reducing me to a retard.

I may deteriorate to the point that my mind is permanently a little child...in intelligence...I will probably start slobbering and wetting my own pants...fuck

I know the alters play a part in my frustration.   They add confusion and loss of time to my already frustrated self.   So I not only have to deal with these fucking brain tumors, I have to deal with them too....no wonder I am a fucking raving lunatic.

I am just a shell of person.  I am only an apartment with each unit filled  to capacity.   The stupid landlord to tumors and alters...

FUCK

S, T, 7