grrrrrrrr

 GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

My recent video on Youtube has gotten tons of views and lots of comments...which is good, I guess.

But what I don't get, what I cannot understand, is that in the video, I expressly said "I am not christian", I explained why.....

Someone left a comment that "God" has a purpose for my life, that all that abuse and suffering happened for a reason...that reason is so that "my suffering" would be an inspiration to others with DID.  

THE FUCK?????  a loving god allowing a small child to be horribly and hideously abused, sexually, emotionally, psychologically and  physically, for 9 years, abuse so horrible it caused my mind to split (for protection) that god had a plan for me 50 yrs later??? So some stranger can "like" a post or video I made???

OMG THE AUDACITY OF CHRISTIANS...WHAT THEY THINK MAY WORK FOR THEM, CERTAINLY IS NOT A "ONE SHOE FITS ALL"...GOD DOES NOT FIT IN MY LIFE...GOD IS A JOKE, A LIE AND A STUPID ASS CONCEPT.

WHY DO CHRISTIANS REFUSE TO HONOR THE WISHES OF NON-CHRISTIANS?  

I certainly don't judge religion...I only judge the Southern Baptist Right wing idiots and hypocrits....I only judge those who try and assert their beliefs on me...

SO ALL YOU CHRISTIANS WHO BELIEVE GOD HAS A PURPOSE AND PLAN FOR MY LIFE...'FUCK YOU'.

s,7,sophee