Yesterday I had the biopsy of the cyst/mass...It came back "complicataed cysts"...It was drained and deemed benign...
The breath I let go of, I had been holding for almost a month...a month of no sleep, a month of dread, a month of fear....I lost down to 100 pounds with the stress of "not knowing"...
Having brain tumors, I run the risk of them metastasizing, and become malignant in other parts of my body...
The distant fear is always there...but yesterday, I dodged a bullet, I seem to be dodging bullets all the time, all my life...
I wonder when the bullet will hit me??
I am breathing today..until the next time..
S, 7
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