Stock market

 GRRRRRR, I hate when my alters do something and not tell me!

A week ago, evidently Tessa, did my banking, transferring money to pay car and rental insurance, which is fine, but when I look at my account and see that I have hardly any money (after insurance took their cut) and cannot cover my rent, then that freaks me out.  

I thought that the car insurance would not take effect and they would not take their payment until the 15th when my former insurance is gone...so in my mind, I would have enough money because I would get another paycheck before then...

this morning, BOOM...no money to cover my rent...that freaked me out!!!  My advocate said he knew I already transferred money for insurance and they would take it out on that day, the 3rd, but evidently that was Tessa he was talking too, because me, Sparrow had no fucking ideal she did that...Now, I have not enough money to pay my property insurance...

I do have money invested, an IRA, but with the economy tanking I am losing thousands of dollars a month, from stocks...and that scares me...

In the last year, I have lost almost 30,000 dollars in the market...

I am seriously thinking about withdrawing most of it and putting it in a safe place until the economy and stock market rebounds...I cannot loose everything...

But if people start withdrawing all their invested money to save, then the economy will never rebound...so I am in a no win situation...

I will probably end up in the streets....

fuck

PS:  Tessa, you gotta let me know when you are fucking with my money!!!