Wednesday, February 2, 2022

worthy

 So, I slept maybe three hours last night...I hate when I cannot sleep...I was so tired that my body was tingling, but I could not get my head to relax and go to sleep...

Why???  who is keeping me from sleeping?  This is the first night in a very long time that I have not been able to sleep...

Am I not worthy of a good nights rest?  Am I being punished?  which of my alters is punishing me??

Who did I upset?  fuck.......

So the depression will come back with a vengeance, it always does when I am sleep deprived..joy...great...

S

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