I have been struggling with my depression now for at least a week. Yesterday was such a bad day...7 (I think) was out all fucking day long...her and who knows who else...I know that Sophee was also out because of these....
It looks like she beat the fuck out of me....my arm and leg are so sore today..fuck!!!!!
I hate when she does this, I mean I guess I understand why, but fuck, why??? I am so tired of this fucking fight inside my head...these girls fight against me...
My entire day yesterday up until 6 pm, is a blank....there are a few glimpse of things that I did, but as a whole, the day is a fucking blank....I "slept" all day...except for I didn't sleep, Sophee beat the shit out of me, the house is a pit...and I am hurting now physically....
You know what is so fucking weird and stupid? 7 hates me, sophee hates me, and they are ME...I hate myself three times over....that would be so funny if it wasn't so pathetic.
Having DID is pathetic....I am pathetic....
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