I watch...

 I sit and watch:

I watch Tessa do my chores.

I watch Tessa run my errands.

I watch Tessa have sex.

I watch Ally play with her dolls.

I watch Ally color in her books.

I watch Ally draw pictures.

I watch Ally be silly and laugh.

I watch Sophee, hurt me.

I watch Sophee, hit me, burn me, cut me...

I watch Sophee enjoy sex.

I watch Sophee enjoy pain, my pain.

I watch Sammy, not speak.

I watch her dance.

I watch her other world of music.

I watch Kaos, bite.

I watch Kaos, bang her head..

I watch 7, close my eyes.

I watch 7, steal my heart.

I watch 7 reject all sexual orientation.

I watch Lilly, hovering.

I watch as she sends lightening bolts through my brain.

I watch as everyone of them,

steal my life, my time, my memories, my joy...

All Sparrow does is "watch"...

Sparrow is not a participant in her own life,

she is an unwilling pawn, by seven others.

In a 24 hour day, Sparrow is only maybe 2 hours.

I watch as my life slowly drifts away....

Sparrow