I close my eyes,
but I still find,
the scars that were left behind...
I open my heart
but I still find
a bleeding open wound.
I shut the door
turn off the lights,
but I still find,
fear in a dream...
afraid to sleep
afraid to stay awake...
silent screams on every take,
but no where to run,
no answers, no solutions, a maze,
but I still find,
the path that leads to pain.
tears well up,
a heart that aches,
but still I find,
no wetness upon my face...
a wandering dog,
looking for a home,
but still I find,
I am hungry and alone.
Birds chirp and fly,
plants bloom and grow,
yet I stay caged,
but still I find,
that I cannot, be happy,
always scared, never able to rest,
what is calm?
I have failed the test...
but still I find,
I cannot control my mind...
but still......
S, sammy
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