the crew

 I wish I had never been made aware of my DID

it proves my life is a mess...

Before,  when I didn't know,

I was comfortable, so long ago.

Now, I have to deal with a crowd,

the mess, that has left me endowed.

My emotions are not my own,

I can't even be left alone..

Tip toe around me,

and you will likely see,

the disaster I am,

the sacrificial lamb.

who is in my head?

too many,  to count, 

which leaves me in doubt,

who am I?

I wish I knew,

all I know is I'm a crew...

Sparrow