No more Oklahoma

 So, I let my kids know I would be in Oklahoma City, and plan on Tuesday to see everyone.  My son has Tuesday off, and my daughter said tuesday was good and she would get her boy for the day (this  is his dads week to have him)....

So, last night...all the sudden, Tuesday is not a good day...my son all the sudden has something that day (with his bitch whore egg donor wife)...her family trumps him seeing his mom that he has not seen since the death of Gagey...almost 2 years!

My daughter has clients and get reschedule them....even though she has had 2 fucking weeks to make sure that Tuesday is clear (she could have rescheduled her clients) but noooooo,  her life is too fucking important, to come and see her mom...

And my other son...who the fuck knows if he will even show up.

Now they expect me to change all my plans to accomodate them...FUCK THAT SHIT

THIS IS MY FUCKING VACATION....

I can tell you for a fact that NONE of my kids would ever make the trip to Virginia to see me...they still expect me to be their servant...fuck them...

I will not be coming back to Oklahoma ever again....unless its a fucking funeral.  I am done with my family, because obviously they are done with me.....

Funny, I have a friend and told her I was coming and she wants to see me...she just said "tell me when and where to meet" and I will make it  happen.  She is willing to cater to my schedule because she knows how far I  have come to be here...WHY CAN'T MY FAMILY BE THE SAME WAY???

I was the worse fucking mom I guess, as my kids are fucking selfish self-centered entitled creatures....I know I did not raise them to be that way...but they do not regard me as "mom" like other people do...they do not respect me at all...I am basically nothing to them...must have been a horrible mother to have produced such horrible selfish kids...

So, if they don't have time for me....I fucking don't have time for them...

We knew this would happen to her...we all told her friend to not come...we knew her family would treat her this way...she knew her heart would be broken and jerked around.  she is too sentimental...this is a big mistake being in Oklahoma....but she continues to do things that break her heart...she is so stupid.

S,Sophee