So, yesterday we finished filming our 6th installment on Youtube. "Tessa, and the ring". Filming went pretty smooth, the girls did not seem to get upset or anything...I like the way the video turned out...Overall, filming was easier this time than the other times...
Later, I was tired and laid down to take a nap. Only sleeping eluded me, I started dreaming in that pre-rem phase...I remember walking up to a hotel, with my family...and a pillow.......
WTF why a pillow.??? what is so fucking awful about a pillow???
My advocate said that Sophee came out of the room, and grabbed a cigarette and was very upset about something....probably a memory....she did not divulge anything to him, and I guess eventually Sparrow came back....
At bedtime, I was so tired, so I went to bed. I laid down for bed around 10 pm. At 1:45 am I was still awake...so I took a sleeping pill...I think I finally fell asleep around 3. I did not dream....
I believe a memory is trying to come forward, and Sophee is stopping it. So where is the memory coming from, whose memory is it, why won't Sophee let me have it?? what is the memory? Do I really want to know????
As far as sleeping, ordinarily I am sleeping so much better since being able to lock my door, so to have a memory trying to come out really threw me for a loop in the sleep department...
Either come out or fucking go away!!!
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