FUCK IT

 Why the fuck can't anything work out right, go right....every goddamn fucking thing I attempt falls flat on the face....

I do my taxes, never hear from them again....4 mos later, no refund...but my advocate doesn't file for 4 fucking years, he files them all at once and in a month gets all his refunds and stimulus's....

So, being a law abiding citizen is fucked.  What the fuck is wrong with me????????

Why is everything I touch, everything I do, back fire in my stupid face....???

I loose every thing....I lost paperwork for a credit card, over night and the paperwork is gone...what the fuck???

I HATE MYSELF....I AM SUCH A STUPID EXCUSE FOR A PERSON.  I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT, EVEN WHEN I TRY, I FALL FLAT....

MY ADVOCATE WOULD SAY, ITS NOT YOU, ITS THE IRS...FUCK THAT, THE IRS BLESSED HIM AND IS FUCKING ME....

I can't get any one to answer a fucking phone,  pre recordings....

I can't find anything, I am such a loser...a goddamn motherfucking ass wipe loser.

I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW I CAN'T STAND IT....I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO EXPLODE....I CANNOT DO LIFE ON LIFES TERMS....

THAT IS APPARENT....SO I NEED TO JUST NOT DO LIFE....

FUCK IT

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Okay, so I saw the above writing....I, Sparrow, did not write that.  Yesterday I had a very frustrating day, and sometimes when my frustration grows to anger I tend to black out....I do not know who wrote that...they did not sign it.  I am not going to delete anymore, any of my " girls" writings.  They have something to say, whether it is good or bad or socially acceptable.  So please know, that if a writing is not signed, it was written by an alter, not Sparrow.

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