alter shade

I keep notes in the notepad of my cell.  I was cleaning out that notepad when I came across this poem.  I do not recall writing it, so I am thinking one of my girls wrote it.  It was unsigned.

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She just stands there,

outside the door

not leaving, not entering

hovering, like a vulture

circling the kill

waiting....

the silent stalker

a palace sentry

or prison guard

I cannot tell

but she stands there

micro still

watching, waiting

for her to fail.

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my advocate calls , Lilly, the palace guard.  So I believe this was written about Lilly.   But I am not sure by whom....maybe I wrote it and just forgot, or maybe Sammy wrote it, or Tessa or Sophee???

grrrrrrrrrrrrr, is it memory loss or alter shade???  fuck, it is so confusing for me at times....

S