Is DID bogus?

I have started reading alot of articles on DID.  My advocate, in the beginning, did not want me reading any articles on the condition.  He did not want me confused, and he did not want anyone elses opinion or experience to influence me.  I read an article by some Dr. Lazarus who stated that he has never diagnosed DID and that it is actually a bogus condition.    HUH....

he went on to compare it to the Hollywood movie "Sybil" and to pretty much say, that we are all liars....

I have to say, with that type of close mindedness and doubt, no patient with DID would ever have an alter front for this quack.  So its no wonder he has never seen DID before.   He has no ideal how much trust has to go into a therapist before an Alter will front.  Alters hide.....they do not trust people, after all, it is the people and the extreme abuse from people that created them in the first place.  It takes years of knowing that person, years of therapy, and years of built up trust with a therapist before this happens.   

I have been in and out of therapy my whole life.  I was diagnosed Clinically Depressed.  I was diagnosed Bi-polar at one time, I was diagnosed Schizophrenic at one time, I was even diagnosed possessed by a demon!  ALL FALSE.  

All these years since childhood, I have had memory black outs, woken Up to "what the fuck?"  I have had people come up to me in public saying they saw me the other day...and I have no fucking ideal who they are and I have no memory of where they said they saw me...I get chores done in my home, and have no memory of doing them....I will go shopping, come home and have stuff in my bags I have no memory of buying....I have acute PTSD with a few triggers. 

My family just chalked up my forgetfulness to "thats just mom" she is quirky.  Other people will just say "Oh, I forget stuff all the time, welcome to old age", but the problem is, my forgetfulness is not just old age, I have had lapses in my memories my entire life, even as a child...

I have never had a college educated medical doctor see the DID, much less diagnose it.   It took a man, just watching me....watching the sodalities of my mannerisms, listening to me, my voice inflections, my conversations, observing how I dress from day to day, to see that something was "off" with me.   I finally told him that I might have a demon (Lilly)...I knew about her....since he is not christian, he discarded that announcement and dove deeper.  He listened to me recount certain memories, he researched those memories in the archives of the internet, all my memories, as horrible and far out as they seemed, were all completely true and backed up by factual articles and research.   I have never had a completely wrong memory....they all pan out....

A therapist HAS to watch, and learn the patient....learn what is just the patients quirks, and what is more deeper inside.  They have to learn the personality of the host, before they can see the difference of an alter taking over the host position.  Alters fake the host...they hide...they do not trust, obviously, they would not even exist if trust had not been broken as a small innocent child.   

all these professionals go into a session with pre-conceived ideals, notions and opinions.  They immediately doubt and expect the patient to reveal everything, which will not ever happen.  They do not take the enormous amount of time to get to know the patient...its their word and they make DID patients doubt themselves, hate themselves and even suicidal.

Doctors are pill pushers....here take this pill...fuck that.  Then they huddle in their little doctor meetings laughing about a patient with supposedly DID...Alters can see fakers, unbelievers, doubters, and haters a mile away....

I have to say, yes, maybe some people fake this condition for attention.  Just like people fake all kinds of conditions for attention.  How many of you have called in sick to work, knowing full well you are not sick?  There are liars and manipulators in every aspect of society....stop with the bogus DID rants...If nobody believes in you, believes in your truth, how can DID be helped?  It can't.

Medical professionals are the fucking worse at doubting.  They think all their science and research and books are the real deal and if something does not line up with their science, then it must be bogus right?

wrong.

S, T