One year ago this week, Gagey was diagnosed with Chordoma. I flew to Oklahoma to begin the two week march to his death. It was the worse 2 weeks of my life....sitting around watching a 9 yr old slowly die of a tumor that literally split his spine in two. I had to watch his mother use his death to further her agenda, which is "Deedra". The entire time Gagey was sick, his fucking mother made sure SHE got all the attention and she did everything she could to "make money out of a horrible situation"...
THE FACT THAT A CHILD, INNOCENT CHILD, DIED OF THIS HIDEOUS CANCER AND NOT HIS FUCKING ASS SHIT OF A MOM PROVES THERE IS NO GOD.
I can't bear facebook and their fuck "memories", everyday a pic of this time last year, a picture of my beautiful grandson and the ravages of Chordoma. Facebook throws me in jail for my "freedom of speech" then spends all week reminding me of my Grandson....
Life seems so worthless, why live? I mean seriously, what the fuck is life for anyways? life is a waste.
You are born, you grow up, you eat food, you get sick, you get old then you die. whoopie.....just like bugs and animals...people are no different in regards to life.
i can't bear going to Gagey Tree this week...I can't bear the memories assailing my mind, I can't sleep, I can't focus, I can't bear to keep on breathing while my gagey is gone...
Life is fucked.
S
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