pedophiles

I am going to go out on a limb here and write about something extremely hard for me....you wonder where pedophiles and sexual deviants get their start.  A person is not born a sexual predator, it is not a DNA thing.   They are taught sexual acts as a young child, they see sexual acts on TV, their video games, books, friends, etc...
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There once was this little girl.  She was around 6 or 7 yrs old.  She lived in a small white house in a small TX town.  She had a sister and a little brother.   Her father was a nightmare drunk.  He was also a sexual predator, a pedophile.  She witnessed her father rape and beat her mother....

This father, did things that were unspeakable, but she will speak now.  At 6 or 7 yrs old, the little girl had her first orgasm.  The father taught her and showed her how to masturbate and that it was okay to do so because it feels good...it does not hurt...and don't you want to feel good and be happy???  So with a pillow, he showed her how to rub herself until she felt good.....the little girl liked it.  She liked it so much, she showed her little sister how to do it....

Her little sister was 4 or 5 yrs old.   The little girl was on her way to being a pedophile....she was taking what she was taught by her father, it felt good to her, and she was going for it, she did not for one second think it was wrong....How could she think it was wrong?  It felt good, it did not hurt, her dad said it was okay, and it did not make her sad or want to cry.  It was good.  and better yet, it left no bruises to have to cover.

Because of that experience, the little girl grew up to be very sexually active...she gave herself to a guy at 14 for fucking...(she had been fucked before, but that was taken from her, not given) she masturbated alot, because it felt good....was she becoming a sexual deviant?   would she grow up to be a pedophile, nympho, hooker, stripper??? 
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I believe this is how pedophilia starts, how sexual deviants start...they are introduced to 'adult' activities at an extremely young age, it fucks their heads....I believe the only reason I am not a sexual pervert of some kind is because of my alters.  

As much as I want to hate those alters, they have saved me from becoming a murderer, or a pervert or some other horrible thing...they protected my mind the best they could.   THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY A PERSON COULD SURVIVE MY CHILDHOOD AND NOT HAVE ALTERS...

Instead of people scoffing at DID...maybe they should be thanking their lucky stars that DID exist...if it didn't, there would be many many many more sexual predators, child abusers, murderers, etc in the world.   I managed to survive into adulthood relatively unscathed...

Alot of children are fascinated by their sexual organs, they show other kids their vaginas or dicks, that is normal childhood curiosity and part of growing up...However, little first grade kids do not show other kids how to masturbate and have orgasm..that is over the line and a HUGE FUCKING FLAG THAT THIS KID HAS BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED.

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