I have written many many poems. I have written so much...Me, Sparrow...but sometimes my writings are not my own.
Some of my writings belong to someone else, in my head. I can't take credit for them...they are not mine.
I "think" Sammy wrote this: I, sparrow, remember picking up the pencil...but I do not remember writing the words, even though they are written somewhat in my handwriting...I believe they are Sammy's words:
Lonely eyes,
looking for a crowd,
Silent words,
screaming for a voice..
An absence of touch,
yearning to feel...
So many voices
asking for attention..
Dancing to a tuneless song
only her ears can hear...
She is a shattered compass,
that can't find her direction.
A broken rudder
on a ship lost at sea...
She is a paper doll,
of dirty newspapers...
She is me, and me, and me, and me, and me....
Sparrow, and Sammy
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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