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White flag

rejection, bitter betrayal, a slap in her face,
mortal heart wounds, fight for life.
a major emotional setback
doctor the wound, hide it in bandages.
try and heal again.
cruel manipulation, a bitter weapon
used over and over...
to cause mass destruction,
to her contrite heart.
save her from the battle,
protect her sensitive soul.
war with her no more, allow time to grow.
call a truce to strife
wave the white flag,
let her be at peace, please,
just once again..
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Tripping

I feel the needle prick my arm.
I feel the heat going deep in my vein.
sit back and relax, my thoughts are floating
closing my eyes, I feel motion, gently rocking me.
I hear somebody singing, what a beautiful voice.
soft, gentle, far away.
nothing matters, I just smile lazily and breathe easy.
feels so good, I'm lost in the dream world,.
my own existence, my own madness.
my mind safely locked away, no one can find me.
reality is outside, I've closed the doors.
the warmth continues to move through my body.
it's like warm water being poured all over me.
I feel naked, safe, secure, happy
totally alone, I know I cannot get up..
I want to feel this way forever,
feeling blissful nothingness.
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No Defense

Memories of darkness, haunt me
they search me out and threaten
my security escapes me, I  am left with no defense.
I can smell the sulfur, it clouds the air.
I can feel your breath upon me, burning.
please don't touch me, don't touch me there.,
as soon as you are here, you're gone.
leaving me in bitterness.
I fear your voice, my veins explode, silently you creep,
you fill my ears with screams, then laughter.
I'm left with memories.
take the pictures away, darkness bid me my wake,
to farewell.