She's so unhappy with happiness.
uncomfortable, afraid it will end.
Never gives over totally,
always a hold back.
skeptical, Leary, suspicious
happiness leads to sorrow
she's been down that road before,
so unhappy in happiness
she searches for mourning,
it is more at home, in her heart.
sadness, feeling lost, cold.
characteristics of her being.
a familiarity with depression,
a raw sense of insecurity
happiness, to good to be true.
cannot last forever..
a temporary setback..
for the saddest of souls...
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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