MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE I HAVE BEEN TO BLAME FOR EVERYTHING. I AM THE BITCH, THE COMPLAINER, THE TROUBLE MAKER, THE SHIT FOR BRAINS, THE EXPENDABLE ONES.
ADULTHOOD, NOTHING THE FUCK HAS CHANGED. I DO NOT GET TO DEFEND MYSELF WITH MY VOICE...I JUST HAVE TO BEND OVER AND TAKE IT IN THE ASS.....
FUCKING SHIT TIRED OF IT....WHERE IS MY VOICE????
WHY AM I THE PROBLEM???
I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS, I TRY TO DO GOOD, TO HARM NO ONE, TO BE A GOOD NEIGHBOR, A GOOD PERSON....WHAT A FUCKING WASTE OF ENERGY.
MAYBE I SHOULD JUST BE FUCKING WHITE TRASH LIKE MY NEIGHBORS...AT LEAST THEN, I WILL BE HEARD.
I AM SO FUCKING BLOODY TIRED OF THE PERSECUTION...IT WILL NEVER END UNTIL I AM FUCKING DEAD...SO BE IT...
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Thursday, April 9, 2020
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