She's been climbing up this ladder for some time now.
but she has never seemed to reach the top...until now.
she is trying to steady herself, but the height makes her dizzy.
she is on the edge of panic
there is no way down, but to jump
the ladder is full of ghosts, chasing her
coming after her, step by step, rung by rung.
she can't climb up anymore, a few steps, then she falls.
the pool seems so soft, gentle
if she falls head first, the water will break and welcome her.
If she falls flat, the impact will kill her...
she doesn't know what to do.
she is lost, she wants to jump, she wants to run back,
let the ghost have her.
what can she do...will she survive?
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Saturday, April 18, 2020
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