It is fucking amazing, how stupid I am. I don't think I was born stupid, but I am definitely an idiot now.
It is starting to become abundantly clear, that I am not able to take care of myself. I can't even pay fucking bills....don't get me started on the computer shit...I don't understand almost everything about computers which make me seriously stupid in this computer age..
Everything goddamn frustrates me, and the more frustrated I get, the stupider and idiotic I become. I get angry because I can't understand something that is suppose to be understandable.....I get angry, because I need a fucking babysitter. I get angry at being so stupid.
I am a fucking burden on anybody who might try to "love" me...
the ONLY thing I am good for, seriously, is a good fuck. don't need a brain to spread your legs......
I LITERALLY HATE MY BRAIN.....I HATE MYSELF....I HATE BEING STUPID
Stupid: adj....having or showing a great lack of intelligence or common sense.
YEP, insert picture of me with that definition....
Tell me to get lost... stupid people never think they are stupid.
ReplyDeleteI was tested in college for intelligence. I scored a 128 IQ score....Which is gifted....but then came the brain tumors, brain injury and all my smarts went out the goddamn window.....that is why I get so frustrated with myself so easily.....
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