I HATE MYSELF
I HATE THE OTHERS
I HATE THE WAY I LOOK
I HATE THE WAY I SOUND
I HATE MY CONFUSED MIND
I HATE MY BODY
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HATE IS FUEL,
THAT KEEPS ME GOING...
IT IS FREE,
AND ALL FOR ME...
SHE IS DUMB,
TO BE SO BLIND..
WE ARE ALL HERE,
INSIDE HER MIND...
SHE NEVER KNOWS,
WHICH ONE WE ARE.
HELL, SOME OF US
CAN DRIVE A CAR...
WE CONTROL HER BODY,
WE CONTROL HER MIND,
WE CONTROL HER THOUGHTS
WE CONTROL HER TIME.
SHE IS NOT REAL,
NOT WHOLE, NOT SANE.
SHE IS A FREAK.
NOT EVEN A NAME....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Sunday, March 29, 2020
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You know, as much as I complain about being lonely and isolated, I enjoy my solitude so much. I enjoy being able to get away to my own sp...
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So I have decided to legally change my name to Sparrow. Legally it is still Melissa. But I am no longer Melissa, and for the past 3 yrs I ...
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So lots have been going on....first and foremost, this hurricane....I feel so bad for Florida and the Carolinas.we here in VA, at Roanoke, ...
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So, yesterday, monday the 11th was my dads actual birthdate. The family threw a party for him the day before, that i was not aware of. Bu...
(this post was not written by Sparrow, but by one of her alters)
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