Wednesday, February 26, 2020

daddys birthday

Sparrow & Daddy appx 1968

Today, February 26, would have been my daddy's 78th birthday, had he not died in 2007. I miss him every fucking day..he died one year before I was diagnosed with brain tumors.....I have been living with brain cancer since 08, and I believe I have lived this long because my daddy is keeping me alive....his energy is all around me...

Today is also, the love of my lifes birthday...February 26.  My love was a high school graduate with me....I did not know him then, but life full circle has brought us together....

The similarities of me and my love is almost freakishly weird and bizaare......

we attended high school together
he lost a baby girl, and named her Kelly...
(I lost a baby girl and we had also named her, Kelly)

His biological fathers name was Gary.
My daddy's name is Gary...

He has a brother named Gary,
I have a brother name Gary.

He is not a christian, I am not a christian...

I love drummers and guys with long hair,.
He is a drummer and has long hair...

He saved my life, yrs ago, through a phone call, and we were just facebook friends then...Yet he cared about me....

He was abused as a child,
I was abused as a child...

He has a kids that refuse to speak to him or acknowledge him,
I have kids that do the same...

He left his wife and state years ago, and I also left my husband and state 2 yrs ago....

we both ended up in the same state, 1000's of miles away from our former lives...

we literally can read eachothers minds...its uncanny the connection we have....he is my soul, my heart, my mind and my body, and I am his.....

He is my everything.....My love, my daddy, my friend, my life...

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