STUPID: having or showing a great lack of intelligence or common sense....A lack of ordinary quickness and keenness of mind;, dull.inane, pointless....stupid
STUPID: DEFINITION NUMBER TWO: Sparrow
Along with all the bullshit having brain injuries and brain fucks is you become a stupid fucking idiot.
My brain is confused so easily, i can't comprehend some things that are fucking staring me straight in the face...
I forget fucking everything...I get so aggravated and lose my temper so easily...only a stupid person allows their emotions to run away with them..
My mother was right all along....she raised me calling me stupid, good for nothing, etc...and SHE WAS SO GODDAMN RIGHT.
I don't know what I was thinking moving away and living on my own....I can't even do an online computer registration without fucking getting so damn confused and aggravated to the point where my stupid fuck brain freezes...
I NEED A FULL TIME FUCKING BABY SITTER....
I NEED TO BE LOCKED UP AND THE KEY THROWN AWAY...
I AM A TRUE EMBARRASSMENT TO ALL BLONDES...
MY YOUNG GRANDSONS ARE SMARTER THAN ME....
I AM DUMB, STUPID, IGNORANT, UGLY, GROSS, SELFISH, PATHETIC, RETARDED
Here I thought the brain injury and tumors caused my stupidity, when I was actually born stupid...
Mamma was also stupid...she was stupid for giving birth to a waste of flesh like me.....
why didn't you abort me????? the stupidest decision you ever made, mommy dearest...
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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This post was not written by Sparrow, but one of her alters.
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