When I look up...
I see clouds chasing the wind...
I see birds circling their prey...
I see trees reaching for the heavens...
When I look down...
I see the earth swallowing water..
I see bugs scurrying here and there...
I see grass poking up, searching...
When I look behind...
I see what is coming...
I see what I have left...
I see a forgotten past...
When I look ahead...
I see confusion..
I see life coming towards me..
I see confrontation...
When I look all around...
I see chaos..
I see mysteries..
I see unfamiliarity...
When I close my eyes..
I see a perfect death...
I see completion..
I see rest....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Saturday, September 14, 2019
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