You know,
when you are told by your mother that you are a worthless person, and she had wished you were never born...
You know,
when you are told you are stupid and good for nothing,
your entire life....
You know,
when you are ignored, or dismissed, or not paid attention to or acknowledged...
You Know,
when you are never thanked for anything good you might do or say, but ridiculed because it was not done right or said right....
You know,
when you are punished beyond what is reasonable, or punished for things you did not do....
You know,
when you are bullied for being too skinny or white, or a girl
You know,
when you are taken advantage of because of what you have to give...
when you always do what others want to do, but never do what you want to do, because others don't want to...
You know,
when you only do things to please others at the detriment of yourself....
Or you suggest something that is ignored or voted down...
IT FINALLY HITS HOME...
THAT IS WHEN IT IS APPARENT THAT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT TRASH, AND ALWAYS WILL BE...
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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