Once upon a time, a daddy came home from work, he was angry, drunk and in a mood...He started yelling at the mom and the little girl knew he was going to become violent...so she ran to the bathroom and shut the door. After all, when one is in the bathroom
as a rule, people leave them alone....
Well the little girl was in there too long....the dad started banging on the door, then pushed it open and came in...the little girl was sitting on the floor, scared...
Dad: " the bathroom is for pissing, get on that toilet now...."
He grabbed her hair and raised her from the floor, pushed down her panties and slammed her onto the toilet and told her to "pee"....
she did not have to pee, she only went into the bathroom to get away and be safe.....
the dad slapped her head, "pee now", she could not, he continued to slap her head...still she wouldn't pee....
finally he grabbed her by the hair and dragged her through the house and pushed her out the back door saying "go outside and pee like the dog you are...."....
that little girl still as an adult, cannot pee in front of anybody...she tells everyone she has a "shy bladder", but in reality it is way more than that.....but she keeps it to herself....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Sunday, July 28, 2019
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