Friday, June 28, 2019

Smiling outside, screaming inside

Why does depression always find me?

 I literally have no where to hide...

 I have no one to give me pain...

 So, I will give myself pain...take my medicine...

 I will suffer in silence...

 I will smile and pretend happy,
     and stuff the pain, deep inside..
     like always......

 I will continue to play the happy game..

 Until I don't...

 Smiling outside, screaming inside...
      for now....
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