How do you write about
feelings that do not matter?
How do you hear when
my words are dismissed?
You say you love me, but all
I get are push-back kisses...
How can I touch you and feel nothing,
how is this so easy for you?
Why is it wrong to want
to love you so bad..
Are you so self-assured of my love
it can be taken advantage of??
How could I have fallen so hard
and been so sure of myself???
I forgot that I am nothing,
why does this surprise me??
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Thursday, April 11, 2019
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