Sometimes I seem so far away from myself...I mean, I am right here, yet I am a million miles away...My body is real, my thoughts are distant. Reality is now, yet my imagination becomes fantasy.
How do I live in reality, when my head and mind are three? One minute Sparrow is alive and well, then its 2 hours later...where did sparrow go? I have lost time/reality...looking around I can sometimes find where the time went, sometimes not. I am left, wondering...
What is time, when there is no time, what is space, when I seem to be able to fly? Is this an alternate reality I live in?
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Tuesday, March 26, 2019
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