I have a diseased mind...its called "over thinking"....
I can take one innocuous word and it will suddenly become monotonous...
for example, take the word "trash"...
My mind hears "trash", okay, trash on the ground, trash blowing in the wind, people throwing trash in creeks, trash on the sides of the road, pick up the trash, ALL the trash...trash everywhere...trashy world, trashy house, trashy clothes, trashy mouth, trashy person...that is me, Trash...
or take the word, "plants", ...
house plants, vegetable plants, soil, water, sun, bugs, weeds, ivy, flowers, rain, mow the grass, poisonous plants, eat the plants...
My mind does not take a word, for its word....My mind takes a word, and makes it a nightmare....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Sunday, March 3, 2019
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