Monday, February 18, 2019

self-harm

When I self-harm, when I cut myself..
at first:
         there is no blood, no pain
         then the blood bubbles to the surface,
         leaking out, running down my arm...

 I see the blood, feel the sting...
it reminds me that I am, in fact, human...

 Am I a person?  Lilly and Ally, who are they?
a tri-person: not whole, fragmented, incomplete,
freakish....sad.

Out of control....
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