Friday, January 11, 2019

Stupid fuck

I AM SO GODDAMN TIRED OF BEING SO STUPID....

 This brain fuck has turned me into a fucking blooming idiot.  I forget goddamn everything...the slightest incidences I burst into tears and cannot stop...

 I AM AN EMOTIONAL DUMBFUCK FREAKING NIGHTMARE OF EPIC PROPORTIONS

 I need to be put down like a sick dog...because I am sick...sick in the head...

 I HATE MYSELF, I AM A FREAK, I AM WORTHLESS, I AM EXHAUSTING TO MYSELF AND OTHERS...

 I WANT TO BE ALONE, YET I AM SO SCARED OF BEING LONELY...

 BUT I HATE WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO DEAL WITH, WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO BE MY FRIEND...

 BECAUSE I WILL, IN TIME, FUCK UP EVERY RELATIONSHIP I HAVE....

 I DESERVE TO BE BEAT, HUMILIATED AND HATED...
I DESERVE EVERY GODDAMN THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME.........................
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