My new brain is so weird in the way it handles and accepts information. Focusing on something being said is hit or miss with me...If I am interested I can hang on to conversation for maybe 10 minutes...then it fades as too much information is being given to me....
Most brains are like an assembly line, one part hears info, another part processes info, another part simplifies, and so on and so forth...lots of moving parts all working together to make a great brain...
My brain basically has one part, and that part does everything! So, it moves slowly and carefully. If that part is overwhelmed or given too much info, that part sits down and refuses to budge, or it will say "fuck it" and wander off onto something else...
It is beyond frustrating when I realize I am getting confused about something or don't understand something or can't understand or follow a thread of conversation on something....grrrrrrrr...
I wrote this when my head was again, getting fucked with overthinking and not understanding....
I get lost,
in a sea of questions.
Words seem foreign,
sprinting through expressions.
Hard to relate,
but very easy to manipulate.
I get so lost,
in this fanatical brain.
Nothing makes sense,
answers are always the same...
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