I have no right,
to be sad, I bring on my own sadness..
I have no right,
to miss my kids, my grandsons, I left them...
I have no right,
to cry, crying is for humans, I am not human..
I have no right,
to even live, I destroy everything..
I have no right,
to love, or expect love. I am unlovable..
I am a shell of a person,
I was born to be sad...
I was born to die...
I destroy all I touch...
I am filth...a nasty, dirty, filthy, pathetic, piece of shit trash...
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Tuesday, December 25, 2018
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